Absentee Mama

I've been in Austin, TX since last Friday and am counting down the hours until I'm back home with my two boys (and Roxy of course). I fly back to OKC Tuesday evening, but unfortunately don't arrive until after Grayson's bedtime. 

I can't wait to see him (and smell him...yes, I'm strange) and look at how much he's changed over the last five days. I did get to do one video chat to see Grayson, but it just made me want to hold him even more. 

Tonight feels like Christmas Eve. The anticipation of going home is welling up inside me and I hope I'll be able to sleep tonight.